Rubber Band Play

I especially love the wide ones placed around my feet… Sometimes  when i’m not focused at home i will place a regular rubber band around my

foot and snap it while doing yoga or watching TV…At work i place one around my wrist when im tired or my mind is hazy and snap them to focus my mind and yes it works…Currently i have a turquoise blue one on my feet and a lime green one on my wrist but the green one isn’t snapping like a regular cheap rubber band…they are the best!

I use them on my nipples too…If you’ve never tried them in your sex play, you should…

Yes, i like a bit of pain it keeps me grounded….

 

Moments of Impact

We have all had them..our lives are made up of them…Some good others not so good…

In the last 12 months i have had several moments of impact….These moments make up my memories of my life and who i am…

I will not be sorry for my emotions or my needs…A good friend once told me that every man or person to be PC…is or should be adult enough to handle another persons feelings for them, even if not returned…Honesty shall set U free…Its sometimes painful yet necessary.

I’m full of emotion, passion and love…Yet in my normal world I’m reserved and i guard my soft  passionate interior fiercely…

The latest impact and by far the largest i have felt in a long time is still making an impact and defining who i’m to become…

Moments in time define us… define who we are and who we become…These are our moments of impact…

 

My first spanking

Not my first but my first spanking while bound…and my first where i was just spanked then off we went to the poolside cafe….

i didn’t want it to end but my family demanded my time…

When you brought out the padded cuffs and started placing them on me, i felt safe, secure and i liked the way the leather felt one way, the metal O rings a cold hard steel feel and the padding well that felt like soft lambskin..silk against my skin…Snug and tight…Then you connected the my hands to my feet….Interesting thoughts running through my pretty head since i knew they would be here soon….What was he going to do..how far would he push me….

My ass was exposed…my face down…Then U spanked me…flogged me with the big fluffy one..i could hear its whirl…mostly you used your hand…You placed large wide rubber bands around my feet and snapped them every so often…The sting of pain brought me back to focus and breathe…We did get interrupted but your intent was just to break me in slowly….To prepare me for later…Plus we needed the keys to the handcuffs…

my ass hurt, felt so hot, my face was flushed and heat ran through my ass and thighs…I choose to not go swimming or even put on my swimsuit for fear someone would see..plus my ass hurt and my mind was reeling…but i had to gather my wits and come back to reality….Later sitting by the pool i wished i had worn a swimsuit and cooled it off in the water…

Every time i sat down i could feel the marks, the heat from the spanking i got…actually every move i made i could feel my ass…Little did i know what my Master was planning while sitting there watching sports, talking and drinking a few beers…I knew something would happen when we went back to the room, but i had no clue what would occur….some trepidation existed, yet more excitement was present…A healthy fear of the unknown is good…yet i already knew i was safe…It was a strange mind numbing realization that i felt like i was home with this man, my Master, my Daddy…That was my first true spanking and i loved it…I was wet, red-hot and wanting more…

What am i?

 

A gem in disguise…a diamond yet unpolished…A blank submissive slate to be loved and nurtured…All of the above and yet so much more….

This thing we do, many of us who do D/s (if you find D/s scary run along & play Bdsm this may not interest you much) it is real, but it also involves a game, with unwritten rules.

I’m the woman most would never guess her kinks….The woman least likely to, but most likely to want to. I’m  intelligent, successful, confident, attractive & admirable.  Hopefully when you talk to me I’m a breath of fresh air, i mix my freak with my vanilla world exactly how i prefer my relationships…Swirled….I smile and laugh and provide bubbly amusement most of the time and on occasion exhibit silly blond tendencies that are completely unexpected…Yet predictable if you know me since my head is in the clouds…

Now if you are a Dominant the sort of girl i am is like a 100 carat diamond, if your not then i am just too much work…I require both your time & your total concentration, I’m a rare gem….Unpolished in this world “lifestyle” yet a diamond just the same…

Make no mistake i will  require your best care, love & attention. I live on the edge of admiration & dismissal ..I  struggle to balance my confidence, emotions with my insecurity’s and I like framework; guessing where i stand does not suit me well…I am not for those with much self doubt…

If i come to love you, I am the most loyal of souls….it’s all or nothing…

i’m intelligent, kind person & a true good girl…Yet a nasty cum slut for my Dominant…

Taking me on board means you  expect to spend all your time at the very top of who you are, nothing else will work, sexually, or otherwise. Scared yet?

No? Good, Are you ready for me…a True submissive.

I fully realize what i’m doing when i crawl for you and everything else…No other submission will come close to the kind of sexual magic i offer. I do these things because i will, & i need it, but only for YOU.

You had better be worth it…For i am seeking my fantasies, reality, love, passion, intensity and safety all with 1 man…Whom shall become my King…